Am I wasting time? Was doing the Financial Construction wadever project, I realised it is so hard to be a financial planner. There are so many rules and guidelines. One mistake and I may be dumped out of the industry for life? Will there still be people wanting my service? I really doubt so. I used to love reading the money section of the straits time. Looking at the STI and stocks seems fun to me at that time. But now I do not think its fun anymore. Its much more scary and practical than it seems to be. Being in a financial industry requires one to be sensitive to every financial news (feng chui cao dong), if not GONE, DIE OR WADEVER.

I really wonder whether I am right to choose this path. At the point of time, I was pressured into choosing a path. I just finished NS and my parents was like chasing me all day to make a choice. I wan to do media design but I was scared. Scared of failing because its much more not straightfoward. Now I really ponder. Pondering whether I can make it past this course with such limited interests. Pondering whether I have enough knowledge to fight it out in the harsh world with SO MANY FINANCIAL PEOPLE. Pondering whether I can provide a good life for my future family and my parents. I do not know but I will try for now.