Tomorrow morning, I have to don my wonderful No.4 for the first time this year. The thought of it makes me sick. I thought the clerk had erased my name from the NSmen list but I was wrong. Haha fat hope. I do not know why I hate wearing my No.4 so much. It should be a proud thing right? Protect our country leh ! ! so wei da. But its just me. I just hate NS. Before enlistment, I was afraid. During service, I was pissed. After ORD I still hate it. Haha I been bitching about it for so many days. Nevermind. Tomorrow settle liao.