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2007-09-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

Went to eat "snow ice" today. Very nice BUT very expensive. Lol. One plate $5.

Finally my back is recovering. Did not feel any pain for the past few hours. One more week of rest and I can be up and running again. Time flies, I didn't realised there is less than one month to the exams already. This sem flies like a bullet. Bu Zhi Bu Jue already Sep. Time to start studying liao. I don't want the same thing happening like my FP paper. I wrote 2 books of answer and got a credit. CheezeBun. Somemore I think this sem my tests all fail liao. Exam don't do well GONE liao.

2007-09-08T14:10:00.001+08:00

Dear gave me this huge Stitch yesterday. Den my mother saw it today. She was like "Wa 24 year old GUY like this kind of things ah?" I said"Not Cute meh?" den she laugh and walk away. HhaHa that was kok. But I like Stitch. Thats the bottom line coS I said so. LoL

2007-09-08T01:55:00.001+08:00

Having backache for more than a week already. See doctor also no use. Waste $80. Maybe I am getting old already. Sit also sit until backache. I heard from people sometimes this kind of things hard to cure one. It will stay with you for a long time. Haiiz yesterday still so kok play soccer then now pain again. Time to rest. No more running.

2007-09-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

Finally Finally?

2007-09-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

Finally?

2007-09-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

Full round moon under the post lamp... Quite cool

2007-09-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Song that is still uncomplete after so long .....
This is only the chorus... LoL credit to marcus too...

不会再放开

C -------------> G

在你身上付出我的爱

Am --------> Em

在你心中我应该

F ------------> C

留下快乐留下悲哀

F ----> G

我该不该

C --------------> G

在我心中留下你的爱

Am ---------> Em

是否明天会更改

F ---------------> C

至少我知道我自己

F -> G --> C

不会再放开

2007-08-31T11:52:00.000+08:00

What is happening? I just read the straits times today and realised there is another soccer player who fell victim to heart attack. The highest profile of them all was Antonio Puerta.

"Antonio Puerta, 22, who played football for Sevilla and Spain, has died after having a heart attack during Sevilla's match against Getafe. During the first half of the match he collapsed as he was running back towards his goal - medics were seen preventing him from swallowing his tongue, but he did manage to walk off the pitch. It was not long before he collapsed again in the changing rooms and had to receive cardiac resuscitation before being rushed to the Virgen del Rocio hospital. "

Its such a pity that a young promising footballer like him met such a fate. I mean he is younger than me and is earning big bucks in the lucrative football market. And the worst part is that he left a pregnant girlfriend behind. I always think that rich football clubs have the best medical coverage but yet such things happened. Don't they have medical checkups? A football club like Sevilla, the UEFA cup holders, don't even have such facilites?

""How Common in Sudden Death in Athletes?"

"Fortunately it is a very rare event. Estimates vary greatly and are influenced by age, the source of the sampling population, the type of sports and whether or not it really was 'sudden death'. We define 'sudden cardiac death' as one that is non-traumatic and unexpected, it occurs instantly or not too long after an abrupt change in the patient's previous clinical state. "

3 deaths in 2 weeks is not very rare event. It is a very sad thing and no one wants sad things to happpen. Rest in peace Antonio Puerta.

2007-08-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

Am I wasting time? Was doing the Financial Construction wadever project, I realised it is so hard to be a financial planner. There are so many rules and guidelines. One mistake and I may be dumped out of the industry for life? Will there still be people wanting my service? I really doubt so. I used to love reading the money section of the straits time. Looking at the STI and stocks seems fun to me at that time. But now I do not think its fun anymore. Its much more scary and practical than it seems to be. Being in a financial industry requires one to be sensitive to every financial news (feng chui cao dong), if not GONE, DIE OR WADEVER.

I really wonder whether I am right to choose this path. At the point of time, I was pressured into choosing a path. I just finished NS and my parents was like chasing me all day to make a choice. I wan to do media design but I was scared. Scared of failing because its much more not straightfoward. Now I really ponder. Pondering whether I can make it past this course with such limited interests. Pondering whether I have enough knowledge to fight it out in the harsh world with SO MANY FINANCIAL PEOPLE. Pondering whether I can provide a good life for my future family and my parents. I do not know but I will try for now.

2007-08-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

Finally something good have happened to me during these few weeks. NO RECALL. Haha. Kept losing, then kept getting freak injuries and didn't do well for tests. Finally something good happen. If I got recalled, this will capped my most suay month. Lol. Hope my luck will change from today onwards. LoL.

2007-08-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

From newpaper... So funny

2007-08-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

This weekend got no recall. Hope there isnt any next weekend too. I realised I am missing alot of things from my pack. No helmet no nothing Lol. Tommorrow is test, read already but forget. I hope it will not be hard.

2007-08-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow morning, I have to don my wonderful No.4 for the first time this year. The thought of it makes me sick. I thought the clerk had erased my name from the NSmen list but I was wrong. Haha fat hope. I do not know why I hate wearing my No.4 so much. It should be a proud thing right? Protect our country leh ! ! so wei da. But its just me. I just hate NS. Before enlistment, I was afraid. During service, I was pissed. After ORD I still hate it. Haha I been bitching about it for so many days. Nevermind. Tomorrow settle liao.

2007-08-14T17:51:00.000+08:00

I was reading the web about the famous email written by a certain 2LT. Suddenly, I wonder who invented the chain of command thing. I do not think its effective at all. I mean when you want to complain, most of the times its about the stuffs around you. Things that concerns your peers or boss or your kakia. I mean if you want to complain about your boss, who should you complain to? According to the chain of command, its your boss!! They are say communication is important in battle. Sadly there is no communication in that organization. How are we going to go for battle if we do not even trust each other. What he did may be right or wrong according different people. But he did something that many "commoner" wanted to do but sadly can't. Maybe its a good thing afterall.

2007-08-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

What's now from now?

I realised my life is so called "unplanned". I do not know whats the future holds for me. During my younger days (primary school), I thought I was smart. Never really study but still get good results. But things turned sour after that. Maybe I do not have the thrist of more knowledge. Life after that are "unplanned". I barely survived my secondary school days with many failures and the same can be said of my poly days. After that, I got into every male singaporean's nightmare which is the army which I got nothing out of it. I realised my life is wasted for years. My interests lies in my multimedia designing but interests doenst mean that its my strength. To survive in this industry, you have to be at the top of your game. To be the very best which its impossible to my opinion. So I took the easy option again (actually to be honest I have no choice). I came to SIM to study finance and business. But sadly, this is not really my interests as well. Thats why my life is still "unplanned".

I still do not know what my future lies for me. Be an accountant? hard. Be an finanical planner. stress. I do not know. Maybe I should start thinking about it. Because it is already over dued.

But one thing I know is that my future will always have you. :)

2007-08-13T20:19:00.001+08:00

Have to go have to camp on Wedesday. I guess I have to part with my $50. But speaking honestly, which nsmen in a right mind will remb a sms or notice that is sent months back. Everybody will be busy with their own lives. Who will remb about mob briefing? Nvm its ok. Maybe its because I hate SAF. Who doesnt? Settle and get on with it.

2007-08-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

67 mins gone ... pass pass pass pass .....back to keeper....
whats new anyway....

2007-08-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

After months of waiting, football is finally back. However, familiar faces are gone. Where are my John Dykes, Steve McMahon and company. Well I guess I have to get used to it. At least, they have a channel that delicates football 24 hours. Well not so bad.

2007-08-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

I hate SAF. They had wasted more than 2 years of my time.
Now they still want a piece of me. Agrhhh Bankai!

2007-08-08T18:09:00.001+08:00

Having flu again. This is the second time i got it in a space of a month. I guess I need some rest. Been running around for the past few days. Lol

2007-08-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

watched 不能说的秘密 today. At first I thought its same simple love story. However, the progression of the story make me wonder is Jay Chou a genius or what. Its really out of my imagination Lol.

2007-08-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Song playing in the background.....

歌曲：不能说的秘密
歌手：周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面在
荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

The Secret That Cannot Be Told seems a nice movie. Gonna catch it when its out.

2007-08-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

It may sounds werid. But I am suspecting whether I have split personality. To people who do not know me well, they think I am a very quiet person. But to people close to me, they feel that I am aggressive and noisy. Is this correct? Laugh out loud. I don't know myself.

2007-08-03T12:28:00.000+08:00

There is an old saying ...
"人生如戏如戏人生".

Sometimes our everyday lives can be so dramatic, as dramatic as those in movies. But this is life. There is nothing we do. Some people wants a simple life, some people do not. I myself wanted a simple life and live in peace. But the reality is different. Unless we live in a cave, otherwise things are bound to happen.

sleeping pig

2007-08-01T10:52:00.001+08:00

Found it really hard to wake up on time. Already set my alarm at 9am but end up waking up at 11am. Wonder what is going to happen when I have to work in the morning next time. I guess I will be sacked 2 weeks into it. LoL

*filler post*

one litre of tears

2007-07-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

SCV is showing one litre of tears again. I still remember the part where Ako was scolding her brother for being ashamed of their ill sister. There was one of the most touching part I seen in drama for years. Some people like us may feel that our lives are boring and monotonous but for Aya (the sick girl), she did not have even the time to do the simple things she wants. Before she knew it, she was already bed-ridden. So we are lucky people, healthy and fine. So treasure it. LoL

new era

2007-07-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

I used to think that blogging is a waste of time.
Sometimes ... I may write the wrong stuffs which in turn pissed people off.
As a result, blogging requires certain skills.
Laugh out loud.
But I guess its okay now.

Let the new era begins.

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sleeping pig

one litre of tears

new era

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